Did the Golden Age Begin in 2012?

Did the Golden Age begin in 2012? Are we now in an age of spiritual ascension? Have we miraculously progressed into a new age of spiritual awakening? It seems more and more people on this earth have begun valuing the importance of vibrating at a higher frequency, which their lifestyle and way of thinking help produce. These values and principles have been divinely taught by spiritual Masters over the ages. Could the numerology below help indicate that we are now in a golden age of a new beginning for humanity?

This is an article about destiny.

About a month or two ago, I received an inner message to make one of my Karma from Smearing Sri Chinmoy blog articles about the numbers below. This is the reason why I’ve created this fifth article in this series. In addition to karma, these blog articles discuss spiritual communication with the Master.

As I stated on the About page of this website, in 2012, my Master, Sri Chinmoy, inwardly responded to my thoughts about whether I should write a book. He replied that yes, I should write the book and that in the future, it would be in every library. He also told me I should call it The Struggle Within.

That inspired me and helped me to feel good.

More significant to this particular article though, he told me a day or two later that this story was written long ago. I thought that was kind of encouraging. In fact, it’s inspiring. It seems God can foresee all this long, long before it occurs. I believe the numbers below indicate that.

Numerology Numbers That Are Important to Me

Foresee what, you ask?

Well, let’s take a look at some numerology. (I should probably shoot a little DISCLAIMER to you pointing out that I do not consider myself a numerology expert. There is very much about numerology that I have not yet learned, but with the little I do know, the numbers below are exciting.)

First, my birthdate.

I was born on September 13th, 1975.

From what I’ve learned, the numbers here that are important to me (and in my story of struggle and inspiration) are 9 (from September), 13, 4 (1+ 3 = 4, and 9 + 1 + 3 = 4), 22 (1 + 9 + 7 + 5 = 22), as well as numbers that add up to 9 (such as 4.5 and 45).

Numbers That Were Important to Sri Chinmoy

One number that was important to Sri Chinmoy was the number 27, which, incidentally, adds up to 9.

Sri Chinmoy was also fond of the number 13. (Also found in my birthdate.)

From what I remember while on his path, Sri Chinmoy was most fond of the numbers 7, 13, and 27.


Sri Chinmoy was born on August 27, 1931.

1931 adds up to 5. That is, 1 + 9 + 3 + 1 = 14, which is 1 + 4 = 5.

August (the 8th month) + 1931 adds up to 22 (or 13 depending on how you add it up).

22 adds up to 4.

27, as I said, adds up to 9.

These, incidentally, are the same numbers from my birthdate (9 and 4).

How old was Sri Chinmoy when Hitler was destroyed (in April 1945)?

13 years old.

Reflecting on this after receiving another inner message or two, I realized that God must’ve foreseen what Hitler was going to do before he was even born. While thinking about that one day a couple years ago, Sri Chinmoy inwardly said to me, “‘Before’ is an understatement.”

Does that mean that God foresaw World War II tens, even hundreds of thousands of years beforehand? It boggles my mind how Intelligent God must be.

Numerology Numbers from When I First Became a Sri Chinmoy Disciple

Looking deeper into the numbers in my life, I will first point out the numbers of the date and my age from when I became a disciple of Sri Chinmoy’s.

I was 18 years old (adds up to 9) and the year was 1994 (note the 9 and 4 in 1994, as found in my birthdate).

The date that I was informed by my local Centre leader that I had been accepted as a disciple was March 21, 1994. (Please note the number 21 — I will be talking about that below.)

How long did I stay on the path until I maliciously inflicted a phone call to one of Sri Chinmoy’s secretaries out of spite, disobediently suppressing my true (divine) feelings and sincerity for Sri Chinmoy and his path and attempting to fulfill an empty threat that I was going to leave the path?

Joined: March 1994

Left: about (I don’t have a record of the exact day) September 1998.

Duration: 4.5 years.

As you know, this adds up to 9. It appears that the numbers 4.5 (or 45 or 4 and 5) are important to me.

Something Significant Will Occur in 2021

One reason it appears to me that the numbers 4.5 (or 45 or 4 and 5) are important to me is because I have received inner messages informing me that something very, very significant will occur with me inwardly when I turn 45. The year I turn 45 will be 2020, but I figure this very significant “awakening” will occur in 2021, quite possibly March 2021, six months after my birthday.

Why March 2021? Because as I learned during my March 2012 spiritual improvements, courtesy of my Master, March 4th is the anniversary for the date when I was first accepted as a disciple, which was in 1994, and that significant experiences or events tend to occur on anniversary dates or when the dates add up to significant numbers. And March 2021 will be exactly 27 years after I was accepted as a disciple.

The Numerology Numbers from My March 2012 Spiritual Improvements

Let me now describe some numbers from my March 2012 spiritual improvements, in what was basically Sri Chinmoy’s Intervention for me. Think of it as a purge. It was because of these spiritual improvements that I regained the moral compass I had developed by following Sri Chinmoy’s path. During the almost one-and-a-half years prior to this purge, I was heading for total self-destruction.

The following are the beginning words of the second chapter of my spiritual memoir, The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody (Vol. 2):

I was 36 [adds up to 9] and had recently relapsed. I was thinking to myself that I might die from the self-destructive life I was living, but on the evening of 4 March 2012, Guru did something powerful within me — something I never expected to happen but firmly believe saved my life. Guru had stated in his writings: “Deep inside us there are seven lower worlds and seven higher worlds.” On this occasion, I was lying on my bed trying to fall asleep when I suddenly felt Guru looking at me with an unusual intensity. I got the impression that he was about to go down into my lower worlds. Whatever he was about to do was very intense and very serious. I could feel him descending into my lower worlds. It felt like a powerful freight train speeding down within me. I had a vision of hell, or rather this lower world. Guru then performed a major spiritual reconstruction on me, a process that lasted several minutes. It was a significant experience that left me completely moved and in awe of his abilities, what he did for me, and the world he dared to enter.

That, in my view, was the BEGINNING of my March 2012 spiritual improvements, although Sri Chinmoy later inwardly said something that could possibly be interpreted as meaning this period began two days later, on March 6th.

After Guru performed this major spiritual reconstruction on me, he told me that March 4th is the anniversary of the day I was accepted as a disciple (which was 18 years ago, in 1994). 18 adds up to 9 and it was also, as I said, the age I was when I first became a disciple. In addition, 18 + 18 = 36 (my age at the time). And 36 added up equals 9.

Remember I said to take note of the number 21? It and 12 seem to indicate the end of something and the beginning of something new. Note the 12 in the year 2012.

Also: March 4, 2012 (3/4/2012) adds up to 12.

According to this website on an intro to numerology:

“There are eleven numbers used in constructing Numerology charts. These numbers are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, and 22. Larger numbers that occur from adding the numbers in the complete birth date or from the values assigned to each name are reduced by adding the digits together until the sum achieved is one of the core numbers. Merely add the components of the larger number together (repeatedly, if necessary) until a single digit (or the “master” numbers 11 or 22) results. Each of these numbers represents different characteristics and expressions.”

So, I’m doing a customized version of numerology by saying numbers can add up to 12 or 21.

On March 6, 2012, first thing in the morning, I felt and saw the words “Day 1.” Later that day, after standing up to my mother for the first time about the potential of my daughter getting caught up in emotional abuse, I realized this was the first day of the rest of my life — which fully explained why I had felt and saw the words “Day 1” earlier as I got out of bed.

Note that the date was March 6th (3/6) and I was 36 at the time.

Also: 3/6/2012 adds up to 5 (3 + 6 + 2 + 0 + 1 + 2 = 14, or 1 + 4, which equals 5). I’ll get to that later as to why that is significant.

The March 2012 spiritual improvements lasted until March 13, 2012. On this day, Sri Chinmoy inwardly told me that the last seven days was a reconstructional, educational period preluding the new age of my life to begin that day. That is why I said earlier that Sri Chinmoy had later said something that seemed to indicate that this March 2012 spiritual improvement period began two days after March 4th.

So, the March 2012 spiritual improvements began either on March 4, 2012 (lasting 9 days) or March 6, 2012 (lasting 7).

March 13, 2012, adds up to 12 (or 3 depending on how you add it up).

Also, during the March 2012 spiritual improvements, Sri Chinmoy would have been 81 (adding up to 9) years old.

The End of a Previous Age Overlaps the Beginning of the Following Age

From my research, the beginning of one period (or age) tends to overlap the end of the previous period. This could mean that the beginning of my new age overlapped the previous period by 7 days beginning on March 6, 2012. Then, 7 days later, the first period (i.e. the first age of my life) ended on March 13, 2012. That may explain why March 6, 2012 was ‘Day 1’ and March 13, 2012 was the beginning of the new age of my life.

What Is the Significance of the Number 12 (or 21, or 3)?

As I said earlier, the number 12 (or 21) seems to indicate the end of one thing and the beginning of something else.

For example, there are 12 months in a year. When one year ends, a new one begins.

In another example, the Mayans predicted the end of the calendar would be 2012.

Did the New Age Begin in 2012?

Back in 2012, I thought about the numbers 999 (adds up to 27) in the year 1999 and how it appeared to be a right-side-up 666 (the number for the beast or the Antichrist). Could it be that the beginning part of the new age overlapped the end of the old age beginning in 1999?

If the new age began in 2012, as some say it did, that would possibly mean that the beginning of it overlapped the old age by 13 years, a significant number for Sri Chinmoy and me.

December 21, 2012 was the date regarded as the end-date of a 5,126-year-long cycle in the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, and some say that that date marked the beginning of a new era.

That would be 12/21/2012. Note the numbers 12 and 21.

Did the Golden Age Begin in 2012?

In 2013, while driving my parents’ car, I switched the radio station and briefly heard an announcer say, “the Golden Age.” He was likely talking about the Golden Age of Rock N’ Roll or something similar, but the point is, right as I heard those words from the announcer, I received an inner message indicating that we are in the Golden Age now.

Right around that same year, I received another inner message, something similar to, “The calendar ends at 12, doesn’t it?” simultaneously pointing to the fact that the Mayan calendar ended in 2012 and the fact that one year in the current Western calendar (the Gregorian calendar) ends after 12 months, indicating that we are now in the New Age.

I wonder, as others do, whether this is the same 10,000-year-long Golden Age Sri Krishna described to Ganga Devi in the Mahabharata?

As far as I’m concerned, based on the evidence I’m presenting to you now, it was. So, yes, the Golden Age began in 2012.

Is There a New Age Every 10,000 Years?

Many say that Sri Krishna lived on the earth about 5,000 years ago, but according to an inner message I received in late 2016, “Krishna was 10,000 years ago. Rama was 20,000 years ago.” From that, and another inner message or two, I concluded that a certain type of Avatar incarnates every 10,000 years, beginning with Rama.

[UPDATE on 3.22.2019: I have recently received an inner message stating that the 1 & 2 (in 12 and 21) should be added together, making the significant number 3. Perhaps this helps indicate that we are now in the third 10,000-year period since Rama and that the 3rd Rama/Krishna-like Avatar recently dwelled on the earth.]

More Evidence of the Significance of the Number 21 (or 12, or 3)

It is interesting because the year 2019 also adds up to 12 (or 3, depending on how you add it up), and either September or October 2019 will be exactly 9 years after I started writing my diary for my multi-volume spiritual memoir, The Struggle Within.

Most recently, a friend of mine on Facebook confirmed with her spirit guides that my book will begin selling for the first time this year (before she was aware of these numbers in my life).

Depending on how you add it up, March 13, 2012, also adds up to 2019 (they both add up to 12, or 3).

The date World War II ended?

Sept. 2, 1945 (or 9/2/1945) adds up to 21.

In what century did the Golden Age begin?

The 21st.

Sri Chinmoy’s physical death?

October 11, 2007 (or 10/11/2007) adds up to 12. (Also, note the 2 and 7 in 2007 and in the number 27.)

The end of something and the beginning of something new.

A Comparison of the Numbers in Sri Chinmoy’s Life to My Numbers

Let’s look a little more closely at the numbers in the date of Sri Chinmoy’s earthly departure.

It was 2007. I had been a disciple for 13 years.

March 4, 2012 — the beginning of my March 2012 spiritual improvements — was 1606 days (excluding the end date) after Sri Chinmoy’s physical death (which adds up to 13).

You could also write that as 4 years, 4 months, and 22 days excluding the end date.

Or 52 months, 22 days excluding the end date.

Sri Chinmoy turned 45 (adds up to 9) in 1976 (76 adds up to 13).

If you look at the year 1975, in my birthdate (9/13/1975), it also adds up to the month and day I was born. That is, take the 1 and add it to the 5, so that it becomes 9 76. 7 + 6 = 13, which gives us (9 13).

That’s the same as the year and age of Sri Chinmoy’s earthly departure. It was 2007. 2 + 7 = 9. He was 76. (9 76.)

Also, 2021, the year I will go through the very significant “awakening” I mentioned above, will be 76 years after the end of World War II.

As I said, in 2021, I’ll be 45. It will also be my 27th year as a disciple.

When I turn 45, Sri Chinmoy will turn 90.

Any other age of mine that adds up to 9, Sri Chinmoy’s age also adds up to 9.

In 1994, when I was 18, he was 63.

When I was 13 in 1989, he turned 58.

Any other age of mine that adds up to 13 (or 4), in the latter half of that age, so did Sri Chinmoy’s age.

In 1999, Sri Chinmoy turned 67 in the latter half of that year. 999 adds up to 27. 67 adds up to 13.

In 2013, Sri Chinmoy told me inwardly that I will have this “spiritual awakening” when the date adds up to 9 9 9. I didn’t know what he meant. I thought he meant it might be September 9th some year in which the year adds up to 9, such as 2025. It was 2016 that he told me it would be in 2021. Then I realized that the date I will have this “spiritual awakening” will be 9 9 9 years since I first became a disciple — that is, 27 years.

(There are other significant facts about my life that, interestingly, add up to 4.5. I talk about those scattered throughout my spiritual memoir, The Struggle Within.)

More Proof of the Significance of the Numbers 4 and 5

As I said in other blog articles, I’ve been experiencing significant spiritual dryness for several years now. My severe spiritual dryness began in June or July 2012. Courtesy of Sri Chinmoy, my Inner Guide, this spiritual dryness improved by about ten percent at the end of 2016. Although it will gradually continue to improve, it will linger until 2021, a total of 9 years.

My first improvement in my spiritual dryness was during what I call the Year 22 Spiritual Improvements, in, as I said, late 2016.

I went through a lot of spiritual improvements during the Year 22 Improvements, although this ten percent improvement was the only improvement in my spiritual dryness.

The numbers?

The year 2016 adds up to 9.

It began 9 years after Sri Chinmoy’s physical death in 2007. Sri Chinmoy would have been 85 (adds up to 13) years old.

It was during my 22nd year as a disciple.

And it was about 4.5 years after this severe spiritual dryness began. June 1, 2012, would have been the day the Holy Spirit, which I was spiritually infused with at the time, began to gradually seep out of my system.

The date I experienced this ten percent improvement in my spiritual dryness was November 29, 2016 and November 30, 2016, which I noted in my computer journal.

Nov. 30, 2016, 5:43am: Last night as I lay in bed to fall asleep, Guru somehow fed my heart a little within about one or two seconds, and then said you will feel a little bit better now.

Later that day after I made this computer journal entry, on November 30, 2016, God’s Light spread throughout my consciousness from my heart and it caused suffering due to my past drug use, but I got better.

November 29, 2016 (11/29/2016) adds up to 4. (2 + 11 + 9 = 22. 2 + 2 = 4)

November 30, 2016 (11/30/2016) adds up to 5. (2 + 3 + 9 = 14. 1 + 4 = 5)

Who will be president of the United States around 2020 (adds up to 4) or the beginning of 2021 (adds up to 5) when I will be 45 and will go through this significant “awakening”? The 45th president.

That’s interesting because I MAY have received an inner message that #45 will declare the United States the Spiritual Kingdom. I DEFINITELY received an inner message that this was preordained long ago by the Highest Power.

So, we will see.

It seems, though, when the year (or the date) adds up to 4 and then the next year adds up to 5, significant things happen in my life. Something significant also happens when the year adds up to 5.

1994, the year I was accepted as a disciple, adds up to 5. (1993 adds up to 4.)

2012, the year of my March 2012 Spiritual Improvements and the beginning of the new age of my life, adds up to 5. (2011 adds up to 4.)

And, as I said, 2020 and 2021, the supposed year of my future great spiritual awakening, add up to 4 and 5, respectively.

My age during the Year 22 Improvements? 41 (adds up to 5).

As I said in a previous blog article, sometimes I don’t have enough faith in myself. But these numbers do help with that. It’s hard to deny the numbers.

As my Inner Guide said, “This story was written long ago.”

God must be kind of smart. (I always suspected that.)

[UPDATE on 4.20.2019: I received an inner message from my Inner Guide a few nights ago that basically said: “If you want to talk about the significance of certain numbers, take a look at 9/11,” and then, in a vision, he turned the 9 upside-down so that it was a 6. I thought about it and didn’t really know what that meant. He also told me, about a month ago, when I was looking at the date World War II started (September 1, 1939), to look at it upside-down. I still wasn’t sure what that meant, but then I noticed that the number 611 is there for both 9/11 and the date World War II started.

So, then I added up the 939 within the date World War II started (which was 9/1/1939) and it adds up to 21. Therefore, 9 11 21 are the numbers for both 9/11 (which was 9/11/2001) and the date World War II started! But what would 6/11 mean? And what would 6 1 1 6 3 6 mean? I think it means the 6 and 11 add up to 8. And I’m pretty sure it is because the number 8 is made up of two zeros (one on top of the other).

I would suspect as the 4th age since Rama is about to begin, the number for the dark would somehow be 3 zeros.

The 8, turned sideways, is also the symbol for infinity. So, it could be an indication that the dark wanted to go in the opposite direction of the world’s progress for infinity.

Also, the new age which has recently begun would be the third age since Rama. If we view that number 3 as a 111 then it would appear the dark is trying to do the exact opposite with the two zeros (making up the 8).

During the night of the Sri Chinmoy Smear, the Supreme taught me one other thing. If you start counting at one, you somehow simultaneously count downward beginning at zero. So, by the time you reach nine, the downward count would be negative eight. Now, if you count both up and down at the same time, you lose count right around nine and negative eight. And what do you do when you lose count? You start at the beginning again (like we do at the beginning of a 10,000-year new age). But you are making progress. When you go back to what you were in the beginning, you’re not starting all over — you’re doing it in a more intelligent way. But if you don’t start again from the beginning, the way you were when you first embarked on your spiritual life, you’re going to have problems. You will lose count and be at an incorrect number while still trying to count upwards (and downwards at the same time).

That may be why the world seems to have become completely insane. Because it is becoming more and more difficult to count up and down at the same time. We must go back to the beginning where we were more humble and simple and pure.]

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